Its been way to long!
Im sorry for my neglect, I just havent had the heart to get on.
somethings wrong with me but i dont know what it is
I just dont feel like myself anymore...
I need your help please...


Cant hold it in...This life I live is usually filled with pain Nothing ever seems to come my wayCant hold it in...
I have dreaded thsi moment everyday I have this sudden urge to just run away That's not how I live But this time, I cant hold it in
I need to run and hide I'll do anything to get you off my mind I can't take it this time Now I have to force a smile That's not how I live But this time, I can't hold it in
When I look, and see you standing over there, My heart freezes and i can't breath It's like there is no air
I feel like I want to whine I have


Things ChangeYou were the one who could make me smile when i was sad. You helped me out whenThings Change
times were bad You had my back and i was glad You said you'd always be there for me I dont think you see all the pain this is causing me, when you said you gonna leave...you just broke all your promises
to me... Now I dont believe things will ever be
the same between you and me Adieu to you and all the games you play Im sorry, love, but things have to be this
way....


Your....Your smie... It's so reasuring. It makes me feel like nothing will go wrong. That smile of yours leads me on. I cant think of anything else while you're gone. Your touch... It's so gentle. It makes me feel like I never want to have you out of my grasp, or escape from your strong grip. That grip you have makes me feel. I want it to stay that way. Your voice... It's so comforting. It makes my heart jump when i hear you calling my name. That voice harness leads me whenever I lose my way in the dark. I will forever hold you in my heart. Your eyes... They're so mysterious. When I glance into theYour....


You Me and SleepSuddenly I am filled with fright, when I think of being alone in the night. All my fears have caught up with me here. I know all i have to do is think of you, and I'd be lost in a fantisy, thinking of your strong arms holding me.You Me and Sleep
Now that I have your memory lying next to me, I can finally stop worring,
and fantize your lips pressing against mine, wishing I could just freeze time.
Sighing, I'd open my eyes and gasp in realife. It wasn't just a dream, you really are here with me.
Nowing that your love for me is deep, I can finnaly get some


RainI stand in this rain Letting it wash away my pain Thinking about all I've gained Wondering why it rainedRain
I stand as the lightning flashes As all my confliction mashes All my yin and yang clash Listening to the thunder crash


Am I?Am I your God who's worshipped, or your Devil who's feared?Am I?
Am I the sun that brightens your day, or the shadow that darkens it?
Am I that fuzzy feeling in your heart, or the broken memory that chills it to the core?


You See?You see these tears I cry, it's because my heart ne'er again will fly.You See?
You see this mask I put on, apparently I did something wrong.
My life will ne'er be the same, so stop playing this goddamn game.
Life changes the hearts of men, they too will ne'er be the same again.


LoveLove makes my heart beat fast, Makes me forget the events of past.Love
Love makes my muscles all tense, Makes me loose track of all events.
But wait, this has happened before, And it cut me quite to the core.
I thought I didn't want it to happen any more, No more bloodshed and gore.
Maybe I'll give myself one more chance? Maybe, there will be just one last dance.
yay you had concern for me lol
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